Winter Insomnia

Winter sleep. It is what I am listening to right now. I can remember one part of the song, that looks like a part of my life now.
Along with rain, cold, sadness, comes evil.
That is the part I still can`t understand. Why? Why? Why is this still happening?




Is there anyone that can answer my question along with this sad and lonely song?
Is it that winter comes along (besides fake snow here in my city) with it?
How much pain can envy and crazyness cause?




Is there a way out?
Is there someone that can save me? Or it?




Can I stll hope my life is going to be ok without being afraid of losing everything like I did some time ago?




Is this suffering gonna dissapear?
Is happiness and love around me gonna touch me too? Or slap me? Or squeze my frozen heart?




Or broken?
Or dusty?
Is there a heart?
Or a soul?




Yesterday I was so faithful, praying for all misteries that God gives us: Faith, strentgh, pain, and many others that can make you someone strong.




Ive had them, I swear. But, as I read in a webpage, they dont seem to be enough for all the harm that some bitch wanna make you.




WILL someday be enough? Does satisfaction exist for the witch? Or the angel? Can my angel help me? Will I die because of the witch?




Because my angel will not always be there, by my side, listening to me, and telling me that he is my friend, that he listens to everything I say, including my fears, sadness, anger and suffering I feel.




Please, help my angel save me from the witches claws. I made all I could today, looking at people who (I think) were respected and loved.
Yes, two widowed and a politician.
But that is another story that Ill write, hopefully if I survive and do not die between hate, anger and, on top of all, Crazyness and obsession.