Destiny and Eyes wide opened!

I like Snow Patrol music. I know it is not because of me, but almost all the songs I have heard from them describe my sad and now strict and straight reality. I have opened my eyes, WIDE OPENED.
It's like the song I sang in his face the last time. "Did you open your eyes? Tell me, did you open your eyes?"

He seemed to have opened them for one or two days (that depends of the size of his decievement and lies), but it does not matter right now, because my mind is clear now. Really clear. Excepcionally clear.

I feel kind of proud of myself, because now I just think that it should happen the way God decides it to be. It will be ok for me, the decision that he makes.

Now I think that everybody should think that way. Many people have told me to be more critical, more logical, more corcerned about myself, my actions, the people that really care about me. The ones that really think I am valuable, and that if I die in any moment, maybe it would be a terrible fact to happen.

Now otosa is going to "hot land" -like López used to say in Colombian English-, I hope he can get a nice opportunity, the way he dreamed it his whole life.

I do, I wish him the best. I know it is difficult for Okasa to accept it, and let him go to a better place (if the opportunity comes out), but sometimes we have to make sacrifices for the ones we love to be happy.

I hope the best happens. Oh yeah!